Nothing seems to be working out as planned in my life. I feel like a fucking failure. I was trying to register for classes for college but all the classes are taken....let's just say...I've learned from my mistakes. Instead I'm taking classing the summer.

See this was my plan. I was going to take classes in the winter and some in the summer so by the time next fall came around I would be all set to go to a university, but that hasn't worked out. I'll just have to sit down and rethink everything I wanted to do. I really want to look on the bright side but it's so hard when my very world around me seems to be shattering. I'm so annoyed it ain't even funny. I just wish for once in my life, shit will work out for me and my family, instead we seem to be falling behind while everyone else is moving forward, moving forward so quickly while we watch....left in the dust, or the snow I should say lol.

I want everything to workout for me and I know I will work my ass off to get what I want. I will get what I want....but for right now... I just want to feel like shit...I mean I'm alittle better but regardless. 

So, in my extra time off I hope to find a job and save a shit load of money. For myself, for school, for a new fucking laptop, for a iPad mini case, just a lot of shit. I hope things get better because if not...I won't have much to live for.

         

2014!!!!

Okay, I know I haven't blogged in a while but you know what? I was busy trying to get my shit together. Getting ready to go back to school, trying to find a job, personal issues, etc, etc, etc, I kind of forgot about this blog but it's a new year and I'm going to try to keep up with this. I really want to, so I will try my best. I want to make a post once or twice a week. That shouldn't be too much for me, right? No promises tho. 

Okay, so ideas for blog posts are anime reviews,book reviews, maybe even some movie reviews...haha. 

I think that it would be fun and challenging. I want to challenge myself, as a writer, as a viewer of movies, kdramas, and anime,and as a reader of course. So, I think I'm gonna try it out for this year. Rate them like outta five stars or something. Prewrite them so they can be progressional and shit. Haha, maybe I'll even work on a book review for later on this week or earlier next week. Yeah. I think I may. 

ANYWAY, here's a shit tone of photos that this blogged missed out on. Mah bad.